Lost

To whomever it may concern,

i have sought escape from my world...

and i have lost the way back...
i really don't know what to do from here,
i dont know where to go...

i dont know what i must do...

i dont know why i left...

there is so many questions and uncertainty...
and answers are no where to be found

the summer comes to a close and
i should have been ready to open a new chapter in life...
but as it seems i was unable to fulfill the latest one...

so many things i still wanted to accomplish
so many things that where taken from me...

so i left...
because i had nothing else...

nothing to lose...

maybe that's why i left...
because at heart i had my freedom
and that is the only thing that i have that could never be taken away...

the only one thing that is solely ours...
i couldnt stand that to be taken away too...
so i left...

well i have my freedom now...
What next...

theres so many things that can be done...
so many directions to take...

but something is leading me back home...
maybe its common sense...

maybe its a sense of helplessness...

maybe its neither..

..
i am lost...
i have to go back sooner or later...

juss not now...
i have to back because...

its not that i need to...