That was a lengthy show

lets see
lets finish the recap on saturday...

for a brief time
i payed a long overdue visit to my friend scott...

havent seen him in a while...
and i guess i was there to discuss business...

i brought along "the tape"
and we discussed a few matters...

i also asked him if he wanted to come along
tonite...

or come along tomorrow...

we kept watchin the comp tape for a while
and we discussed the various teams and routines...

ronni came by sometime after we finished...
and afterwards

i left

when i got home...
i stayed for a while
and the left again
to pick up cheyenne

and me and him went to watch
our friends perform at gcc

most of the routines were really...passe...or so to speak...
the notable ones for meeh was

bautista's routine
damici's routine
the final routine

and the cell block tango routine

in actuallity it was quite a nice show...
but it lagged a bit at some parts...
and my butt got sore from sitting on uncomfortable chairs...

it was really something to see my generation dance again...
it was really nostalgic...
perhaps i was jealous in a way...

they did well
no qualms about their routine...

i thourougly enjoyed
damici's hooded routine w/ mask...

it was a really dynamic idea...
really untypical...
something which could be innovated

and the last routine was just kewl in a way...
hard to describe really
its one of those
you had to be there kind of things...








the cell block tango routine
(the routine from chicago with the six girls taht almost everyone did back in the day)
brought back some memories for meeh...

id made me think for a while...
and made me miss...her

i found myself catching my breathe wen her part came...
sigh...

life is so cruel sometimes...
when you have ur heart stolen...

it makes u wish
it makes u hope...

den it crushes you...

makes u question love...
and once its in ur grasp

life wrenches it away from you...

that's how i feel...
and whenever she's in my thoughts...

i find myself
feeling empty inside...

i wish i was a better person sometimes...
because i met the perfect girl once...

yet i was not perfect for her...

i think to the future
when i would meet her again
and i realize
that...

it is something
i must avoid...

i will not get close to her
never

bcuz when im around her
i can't help but fall in love...

and be hurt...