after a brief conversation with freda and cj yesterday
i came to the conclusion about a fear that my romantic side is fading

haha...

i remember when i used to in high school all my male friends would contract me into writing love letters to the girls they were jocking on special occasions such as valentines day and what not...
i even remember an exclusive time when me and a prospective young gurl would exchange love letters it seemed after every other class...
and at times i had a lot of sad poetry as well... although not romantic, still a evident part of my poetic nature...

i tried to write a poem the other day
and it felt really incomplete and i remarked to my friend cj
that its harder now...
and theres nothing inspiring to write about...

he just told me to be patient, and maybe start writing poems regularly...
as a bit of practice
and perhaps it will come back...

well i guess that sounds like a legitamate course of action so i'll try a bit of poetry now and then...
to be honest these poems might suck ass..
but maybe once in a while ill write up something good...
something to be proud of...
and my romantic side will be reborn