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Monday, January 24, 2005

didnt realize it was you...
didnt realize how it was true

you stood right before my eyes this whole time
and i didnt know it
you were so incredible
you didnt show it

its been a while
since weve first met
i realized all your friends were
hella cute and hella fione...
but you were just that one girl
out of my mind

we talked
and we chilled once in a while
i told you at least once that
you had a nice smile

but that was it and
nothing else
my eyes were on everyone but
in front of me
to know that you were hiding
in my vision this whole time
not realizing that i could have
someone so close
to be someone that i call mine...

but what of it...
time has passed
and chances slipped
wouldnt even consider things now
as they occur...
friend we be...
friends to be...
nothing more

but dayum, ur fione...
and i never saw it before...
dayum... look at me...
still as single as ever
and with regrets and more...
why did things turn out this way...
is this how the universe works?

somethings change
yet somethings never do...
to girls i'll never say
"i like you"
till i realize in the end
that they finally wont awknowledge the same
of a friend...

and then i fall deeper into the mist
thinking to much and such
of a time when friendship
and a different type of relationship
must have been possible...
but my eyes clearly couldnt see...

your presence..
of true beauty..

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