Monday~!! argHh~!

I am not having a good day at all...
it's one of "those" days...

i usually enjoy mondays too...but blah...
i would have rather stayed home...

newaise...
i slept like wah...3 hours last nite?
trying to finish my outline for speech class...

and the night before
i briefly recall that i barely slept at all...

and for some reason i guess i thought i would be able to get through today normally...
yea rite...
even if i tried...dat would be hard...

i arrived in my first class 15 mins late...
got berated for my tardiness and got a warning...

then proceeded to work on the classwork...
we were either supposed to be tutored or watch a video...

all the tutors were busy so i guess i had to watch a video...
but i didnt know wat da hell i was doin...

i tried to ask a classmate...but i guess she wasn't a friendly type...
maybe she juss didnt like me or suttin...

i went to the teacher
and she got me started on this video...and i had to answer some questions...

...i wish i could have fastforwarded the whole thing...
but they disabled the fastforward...grr...

on the whole i wasn't very into the video...
i kept looking out to see if my friend Danica would come to class today...

she didn't...so im assuming she's sick...

dat class wasn't as fun as it usually is...

and since danica was no where around i had nothing to do between classes...
i went to the cafe to check up on mail...an research a lil about my speech topic...

suddenly i started falling asleep...
i mean
like i couldnt help it...
it was weird...i didn't even expect it but yea...

some guy already got kicked out of the computer cafe for sleeping
so i took the initiative and left on my own and took a nap outside...

my english class was next...
i usually really like this class...
but i was soo tired...

the same thing that happened in the cafe happened to me in class...
and i really tried hard to prevent it...

i really wanted to listen to the lecture...and take notes...
but all i could muster was a few notes here and there...
i would find myself looking up at the board and i would be astounded to see that there were notes i missed...
because i guess i fell asleep...

it was really hard to participate in class that way...
i feel sorry for the teacher...cuz i really liked her...and the way i was responding in her class was very unwarranted...

i would have tried to catch up on the readings as well...
but i really wasn't able to concentrate...

before you knew it...
the class was over...
and i hadn't learned anything...

great...
i mean to me thats a big deal...
i would feel at least embarassed...

that's at the least of my worries...
i would hate for my teacher to start thinkin less of me...

neways..this day really isn't working out for me...
and if it's juss one of those days...

theres an entire half left over to agonize through...



dammit...Danica this is all your fault =P
monday's widout you suck for sum reason
get well soon kae...