im finally back at school:.

my sentiments are, thank goodness...

after a rigourous weekend...

i think i rather prefer school to anything else at this point...
at this point school is the least stressful activity that
i am to be involved with...

and that's incredible...

im glad that 4 day weekend is over...
i wish that i could tell you of what played out during these dayz

but i grow weary of the subject,
and prefer for it to be left in the cold...





on a lighter note...
i am in at school...
and i have time to kill before my first class,

why am i looking forward to school you ask?
perhaps because of the fresh faces...

the social aspect of it...
4 days off
and i haven't had much contact
with anybody else
other then the people close to home
for a while

im lookin forward to seeing people...

i need to work on a speech for class today,
i will get on that as soon as my first class is over...
that 4 hour stretch between classes comes in handy now and then...




nething else that i would like to discuss while im bloggin?
as i said before im stressed out...

one of the reasons that life has got me on edge
is something
me and my friends are working hard to pull off...

something we thought to have been experienced enough in the past
but now on a whole new level
i find ourselves
with very minimal experience, and struggling to discover the simplest things
others know as common knowledge...

a few of my friends
have tried to gather together recently
and start up our own dance team
after high school

with our background in drill
we thought it would be a piece of cake
boy was i mistaken...

its a whole new world
and resources are hard to come by...

but were getting there
slowly...

its just really stressing me out...
and im worried that this dream will phase out
like many others that have in the past...

i stongly affirm my beliefs in my friends though,
that together
we will make this happen...

but they need to realize
how behind we are
due to the fact
that in this new arena

we are inexperienced...
so it will take time...

a luxury we know is precious
and important not to squander...






Bev came by yesterday
with her friends kristina and matt

shes really random what can i say
but i did thoroughly enjoy her visit

i missed her
and havent seen her for a while...
which made our reunion a bit more estranged haha

but it was okay...
we joked around as usual
and i showed them
some of the college competition tapes

then they went to go off and eat...
still
it was a nice visit
and i dont have too many of those

seriously i wish things were differnt around here...
sigh...
during this cold season
i wonder why i sometimes feel...

lonelier...