my heart breaks everytime i see youre name
it tears whenever i hear your voice
i quake when you are next to me...

it is the pain of love unrequited
something that was to be
but never was

an empty void is what is left within me...
in the place of my heart which you have stolen

i am defeated and refuse to go on
let me die here at once and be free

because as long as i am with you
or in your presence
i am bound to you

and forced to do suffering
unbeknownst to thyself

the pain i experience cannot be shared
or explained

it is not through your actions
but mine alone
and a burden i must carry...

it is difficult to release
because i am drawn to you
against my will
by my will:.

i dream of times
when i can truly be free
live long... and be happy

but those are dreams
and sometimes they remain in
the early morning
in the realm between sleep and conciousness

those are when i am truly happy
if not for only a moment...

i have no course of action...
my will is weak
susceptible to you...

i pray that you may be merciful...
for my sake