stressed out, Praise God

Xx o Gracious xX (6:11:46 PM): hi jon
JON neededanewsn (6:11:57 PM): ey freda
Xx o Gracious xX (6:12:09 PM): wassup?
JON neededanewsn (6:12:41 PM): nuttin
JON neededanewsn (6:12:45 PM): i juss woke up from my nap
JON neededanewsn (6:12:47 PM): what are ye up to
Xx o Gracious xX (6:12:57 PM): just listenin to music
Xx o Gracious xX (6:12:58 PM): n u
JON neededanewsn (6:13:39 PM): im thinking a lot actually
JON neededanewsn (6:13:47 PM): ive been handed so many responsibilities as of late
JON neededanewsn (6:13:55 PM): and its really taking a toll on me
JON neededanewsn (6:14:13 PM): i need to like...
JON neededanewsn (6:14:16 PM): i dont know
Xx o Gracious xX (6:14:21 PM): really, wat type of responsibilities
JON neededanewsn (6:14:31 PM): theres lss planning
JON neededanewsn (6:14:34 PM): and theres
JON neededanewsn (6:14:40 PM): this thing called spirit games going on
JON neededanewsn (6:14:52 PM): its replacing the basketball games of the charismatic communities
JON neededanewsn (6:15:05 PM): and its going to be like a catholic version of spirit games
JON neededanewsn (6:15:21 PM): and its still very new so no one knows how its going to work out
Xx o Gracious xX (6:15:25 PM): yah.. well if its all in the name of GOD. GOD wouldnt given it to u if he knew u culdnt handle it. wait scracth that. if he knew he couldnt handle it =)
Xx o Gracious xX (6:15:28 PM): yah i udnerstnad
Xx o Gracious xX (6:15:31 PM): if u ever need to vent
JON neededanewsn (6:15:35 PM): and im in charge of the gaming committee
Xx o Gracious xX (6:15:35 PM): u know whoooo toooo calll!
JON neededanewsn (6:15:39 PM): =D
JON neededanewsn (6:15:42 PM): freda thanks!
JON neededanewsn (6:15:45 PM): im going to vent now
JON neededanewsn (6:15:47 PM): the thing is
Xx o Gracious xX (6:15:47 PM): hahahh
Xx o Gracious xX (6:15:48 PM): go ahead
JON neededanewsn (6:15:49 PM): i prayed hard
JON neededanewsn (6:15:52 PM): and really hard
JON neededanewsn (6:15:54 PM): long time ago
JON neededanewsn (6:16:00 PM): when i started coming back to hoj
JON neededanewsn (6:16:06 PM): when i would see carlos give a talk
JON neededanewsn (6:16:11 PM): etc or someone else new
JON neededanewsn (6:16:16 PM): do something important
JON neededanewsn (6:16:21 PM): and i would feel bad to myself
JON neededanewsn (6:16:37 PM): that i have been with hoj longer then them
JON neededanewsn (6:16:45 PM): and i never amounted to anything important
JON neededanewsn (6:16:53 PM): its like i longed to be that person
JON neededanewsn (6:16:57 PM): everyone could count on again
JON neededanewsn (6:17:06 PM): i prayed to God... for a little responsibility
JON neededanewsn (6:17:22 PM): i prayed that i maybe able to pull of what bev, matt, carlos and the rest of them do daily
JON neededanewsn (6:17:29 PM): is i prayed that i may lead someday
JON neededanewsn (6:17:36 PM): and i really prayed and i never told anyone
JON neededanewsn (6:17:40 PM): and now all this is happening
JON neededanewsn (6:17:46 PM): im happy that God has granted my prayers
JON neededanewsn (6:17:50 PM): but at the same time
JON neededanewsn (6:17:51 PM): im scared
JON neededanewsn (6:17:58 PM): taht what if im not good enough to lead
JON neededanewsn (6:18:02 PM): and i let God down
JON neededanewsn (6:18:05 PM): what if i fail
JON neededanewsn (6:18:26 PM): all this time i had the desire to only find out that im not good enough... =(
JON neededanewsn (6:18:34 PM): and seriously
JON neededanewsn (6:18:35 PM): sometimes
Xx o Gracious xX (6:18:36 PM): but ur proving it wrong.
Xx o Gracious xX (6:18:40 PM): i dont see any failure..
JON neededanewsn (6:18:41 PM): i dont know how im getting along
JON neededanewsn (6:18:45 PM): im so like lost
JON neededanewsn (6:18:49 PM): and stuff
JON neededanewsn (6:18:51 PM): with the lss
Xx o Gracious xX (6:18:57 PM): trust me, weve all been through that. u think matt or bev or carlos dont feel like that?
JON neededanewsn (6:18:59 PM): im not even sure if im doing the right things...
JON neededanewsn (6:19:12 PM): yea but theyve been trhough it before
JON neededanewsn (6:19:15 PM): and they pulled through
JON neededanewsn (6:19:20 PM): so they have proven their worth
JON neededanewsn (6:19:23 PM): i guess what im saying
JON neededanewsn (6:19:27 PM): i havent proven mines yet
Xx o Gracious xX (6:19:33 PM): well.. we alll start from somewhere..
JON neededanewsn (6:19:34 PM): and i am fearful of failing
Xx o Gracious xX (6:19:35 PM): yah u have
Xx o Gracious xX (6:19:37 PM): ur there.
JON neededanewsn (6:19:47 PM): its not that simple
Xx o Gracious xX (6:19:52 PM): yah it is
JON neededanewsn (6:19:53 PM): ive been given the responsibility...
JON neededanewsn (6:19:55 PM): but
JON neededanewsn (6:19:58 PM): i have to carry it out
JON neededanewsn (6:20:01 PM): and
JON neededanewsn (6:20:07 PM): i really get lost sometimes
Xx o Gracious xX (6:20:10 PM): dont make it complicated jon. honestly WEVE all been through it..and i think ur doin a fine job.
JON neededanewsn (6:20:10 PM): and second guess myself
JON neededanewsn (6:20:14 PM): and what i tr to do
JON neededanewsn (6:20:17 PM): =P
JON neededanewsn (6:20:33 PM): thats what im trying to do =D
JON neededanewsn (6:20:37 PM): ...just scared
JON neededanewsn (6:20:39 PM): thats all
JON neededanewsn (6:20:46 PM): lss is a big thing to me
JON neededanewsn (6:20:50 PM): and i want it to be perfect
JON neededanewsn (6:21:03 PM): because its for other people
JON neededanewsn (6:21:09 PM): if i can make a really good lss
JON neededanewsn (6:21:12 PM): then maybe i can touch someone
JON neededanewsn (6:21:22 PM): but how do i now what choices to make... and what decisions are the right ones...
JON neededanewsn (6:21:25 PM): and the other thing
JON neededanewsn (6:21:28 PM): with the spirit games meeting
Xx o Gracious xX (6:21:40 PM): this is the thing.. jon..
JON neededanewsn (6:21:40 PM): i have no idea how i became chair of the games committe
JON neededanewsn (6:21:51 PM): at the beginning i wasnt even meant to be there
Xx o Gracious xX (6:21:54 PM): maybe ur puttin too much load on urself.
Xx o Gracious xX (6:22:00 PM): GOD is in control.
Xx o Gracious xX (6:22:13 PM): its not for u to feel that U touched someone. all u need to do is do the best u can with what you have
Xx o Gracious xX (6:22:16 PM): let the spirit take control
JON neededanewsn (6:22:27 PM): i guess i need more confidence
JON neededanewsn (6:22:29 PM): and FAITH
Xx o Gracious xX (6:22:35 PM): its ur responsibility to just be a good follower and listen.
JON neededanewsn (6:22:41 PM): i shoudlnt worry so much
Xx o Gracious xX (6:22:44 PM): do what u can with wat u are given
Xx o Gracious xX (6:22:47 PM): the rest is up to him
JON neededanewsn (6:22:49 PM): God will provide anyways
JON neededanewsn (6:22:56 PM): haha if i prayed for this responsibility
Xx o Gracious xX (6:22:56 PM): its like this "GOD ill try my best, u do the rest"
JON neededanewsn (6:23:03 PM): why cant i pray for him to help me with it
JON neededanewsn (6:23:08 PM): i should be able to no/
Xx o Gracious xX (6:23:17 PM): yahh
JON neededanewsn (6:23:23 PM): thats true
JON neededanewsn (6:23:27 PM): i guess i just got caught up
JON neededanewsn (6:23:32 PM): and got stressed
JON neededanewsn (6:23:41 PM): i kinda know what i have to do
JON neededanewsn (6:23:45 PM): a rough idea and all...
JON neededanewsn (6:24:01 PM): and its not like im alone on this
JON neededanewsn (6:24:06 PM): i have a lto of peoples help
Xx o Gracious xX (6:24:27 PM): yah..i understand u though. u just need to vent.
Xx o Gracious xX (6:24:30 PM): =)
JON neededanewsn (6:24:30 PM): hmm i need to find my style of leadership... =P
JON neededanewsn (6:24:39 PM): im one of those who wants everything to flow...
JON neededanewsn (6:24:47 PM): and instead of just telling eveyrone wat to do
JON neededanewsn (6:24:55 PM): ill put myself in the plans
JON neededanewsn (6:24:58 PM): and give myself
JON neededanewsn (6:25:02 PM): to everyone to use
JON neededanewsn (6:25:12 PM): that way i myself and making sure the plans pull through
Xx o Gracious xX (6:25:26 PM): ya ya
JON neededanewsn (6:25:41 PM): I want to lead...
JON neededanewsn (6:25:43 PM): like if it was a war
JON neededanewsn (6:25:46 PM): i would be in the front
JON neededanewsn (6:25:49 PM): not in the back
JON neededanewsn (6:25:54 PM): ... thats how i want to be
JON neededanewsn (6:26:06 PM): i like hardwork
Xx o Gracious xX (6:26:07 PM): ya..
JON neededanewsn (6:26:13 PM): just sitting back is unsettling sometimes
JON neededanewsn (6:26:35 PM): haha im totally confusing you...
JON neededanewsn (6:26:39 PM): i cant really explain it
JON neededanewsn (6:26:44 PM): but thanks for the ventration though
Xx o Gracious xX (6:27:17 PM): no ur not
JON neededanewsn (6:27:33 PM): haha... im even confused homie
Xx o Gracious xX (6:27:37 PM): i understand u. weve all been through that. and at the same time its all our individual struggle..
Xx o Gracious xX (6:27:38 PM): hahahhaa
JON neededanewsn (6:27:43 PM): =P
JON neededanewsn (6:27:45 PM): buddy...
JON neededanewsn (6:27:50 PM): my wisdom teeth are killing
JON neededanewsn (6:27:51 PM): =(
JON neededanewsn (6:27:55 PM): i have one thats
JON neededanewsn (6:27:55 PM): really
Xx o Gracious xX (6:27:56 PM): its growin out?
JON neededanewsn (6:27:57 PM): really hruting
JON neededanewsn (6:27:58 PM): yup
JON neededanewsn (6:28:01 PM): ouccchhh
JON neededanewsn (6:28:04 PM): i want to cry...
JON neededanewsn (6:28:08 PM): wlel thats being melodramatic
JON neededanewsn (6:28:09 PM): but haha
JON neededanewsn (6:28:18 PM): i am a melodramatic kind of person somtimes
Xx o Gracious xX (6:28:30 PM): hahhaha arent we all?
JON neededanewsn (6:29:00 PM): hehe
JON neededanewsn (6:29:07 PM): i ewnt to long beach the other day
JON neededanewsn (6:29:11 PM): on monday
JON neededanewsn (6:29:15 PM): i had a meeting with my friend grace
JON neededanewsn (6:29:19 PM): from st lucy's charismatic
JON neededanewsn (6:29:24 PM): she was the original head
JON neededanewsn (6:29:28 PM): of the games comitte
JON neededanewsn (6:29:43 PM): but she figured out that right before the spirit games
JON neededanewsn (6:29:49 PM): her dad is coming home from kuwaiit
JON neededanewsn (6:29:59 PM): and she might not be able to take care of some responsibilities
Xx o Gracious xX (6:30:02 PM): grace.. is that the one we met?
JON neededanewsn (6:30:05 PM): so she nominated me in her place
JON neededanewsn (6:30:06 PM): yeS!
JON neededanewsn (6:30:10 PM): shes awesome
JON neededanewsn (6:30:19 PM): but yea
JON neededanewsn (6:30:24 PM): that not the funny story yet...
JON neededanewsn (6:30:28 PM): so im supposed to meet grace
JON neededanewsn (6:30:31 PM): in long beach
JON neededanewsn (6:30:33 PM): at 330
JON neededanewsn (6:30:40 PM): so im driving by idly
JON neededanewsn (6:30:43 PM): on the 710
JON neededanewsn (6:30:45 PM): suddenly
Xx o Gracious xX (6:30:47 PM): uhuh
JON neededanewsn (6:30:52 PM): theres a big sign that reads
JON neededanewsn (6:31:03 PM): 710 s all lanes closed
JON neededanewsn (6:31:05 PM): accident
JON neededanewsn (6:31:14 PM): and im 5 mins into the 710
Xx o Gracious xX (6:31:15 PM): uhuh
JON neededanewsn (6:31:17 PM): and then bayum
JON neededanewsn (6:31:21 PM): bumper to bumper
JON neededanewsn (6:31:22 PM): i was like
JON neededanewsn (6:31:24 PM): oh no
JON neededanewsn (6:31:29 PM): the accident was in firestone
JON neededanewsn (6:31:32 PM): and i learned later
JON neededanewsn (6:31:37 PM): that two big rigs
JON neededanewsn (6:31:40 PM): were involved
JON neededanewsn (6:31:43 PM): and i was calling grace
JON neededanewsn (6:31:45 PM): i wasl ike
JON neededanewsn (6:31:49 PM): wheres firestone>?
JON neededanewsn (6:31:57 PM): and i figured out taht thats the exit
JON neededanewsn (6:32:05 PM): before the freeway i needed to transfer to!
JON neededanewsn (6:32:08 PM): so grrr...
JON neededanewsn (6:32:09 PM): =(
JON neededanewsn (6:32:14 PM): and i couldnt switch freeways anymore
JON neededanewsn (6:32:18 PM): like go on the 405
JON neededanewsn (6:32:25 PM): so i was stuck in traffic
JON neededanewsn (6:32:28 PM): that wouldnt move
JON neededanewsn (6:32:34 PM): so far away from long beach
JON neededanewsn (6:32:39 PM): haha i was praying the whole time btw
JON neededanewsn (6:32:43 PM): woot the power of prayer
JON neededanewsn (6:32:47 PM): its miraculous sometimes
JON neededanewsn (6:32:50 PM): neway
JON neededanewsn (6:32:52 PM): i dindt know what to do
JON neededanewsn (6:32:56 PM): so i turned on my radio
JON neededanewsn (6:33:02 PM): and tried to look for a traffic station
JON neededanewsn (6:33:15 PM): *(the only thing i knew how to do was switch it to am and scan the channels)
JON neededanewsn (6:33:18 PM): haha it took me a while
JON neededanewsn (6:33:57 PM): but i finally found something...but the traffic repor was ending... the last few words i heard fromt he traffic report was if ur on the 710 blah blah blah exit atlantic
JON neededanewsn (6:34:03 PM): and im like... WAIT come bacK
JON neededanewsn (6:34:07 PM): i dindt pay attention
Xx o Gracious xX (6:34:10 PM): uhuh
JON neededanewsn (6:34:11 PM): GRR
JON neededanewsn (6:34:18 PM): and i kept it on that station
JON neededanewsn (6:34:24 PM): but they started doing some talk radio
JON neededanewsn (6:34:27 PM): so imlike dang...
JON neededanewsn (6:34:31 PM): i need to hear that again...
JON neededanewsn (6:34:39 PM): but then up ahead i saw the atlantic exit...
JON neededanewsn (6:34:41 PM): so iml ike...
JON neededanewsn (6:34:48 PM): well this is better thant staying here
JON neededanewsn (6:34:52 PM): ...it was such a pain to merge
JON neededanewsn (6:34:56 PM): all the way to the right...
JON neededanewsn (6:35:04 PM): especially with big huge trucks in the way
JON neededanewsn (6:35:06 PM): but neway
JON neededanewsn (6:35:09 PM): i made it...
JON neededanewsn (6:35:12 PM): and i exited...
JON neededanewsn (6:35:14 PM): and im like...
JON neededanewsn (6:35:17 PM): im on a side street
JON neededanewsn (6:35:22 PM): far a way from home
JON neededanewsn (6:35:26 PM): trying to get somewhere
JON neededanewsn (6:35:31 PM): im not even familiar with...
Xx o Gracious xX (6:35:41 PM): uhuh
JON neededanewsn (6:35:58 PM): to add more frustration
JON neededanewsn (6:36:10 PM): it seemed like every car on that freeway took that exit
JON neededanewsn (6:36:16 PM): i tried to find a parallel side street
JON neededanewsn (6:36:21 PM): to find that those were backed up to...
JON neededanewsn (6:36:24 PM): but neway
JON neededanewsn (6:36:33 PM): something was pulling me to just follow atlantic and see what happens
JON neededanewsn (6:36:42 PM): me and grace kept talking back and forth through my cell fone
JON neededanewsn (6:36:50 PM): she wasnt exactly a whiz with driving directions
JON neededanewsn (6:36:53 PM): so she couldnt help
JON neededanewsn (6:36:58 PM): but i did tell her where i was
JON neededanewsn (6:37:05 PM): and she comforted me
JON neededanewsn (6:37:11 PM): and told me that im going int he right direction
JON neededanewsn (6:37:21 PM): she also told me to call 411 on my cell fone
JON neededanewsn (6:37:32 PM): and she told me thats what she used when she was lost
JON neededanewsn (6:37:37 PM): and i was like wow how kewl
JON neededanewsn (6:37:50 PM): i called it and its like a operatore... where u tell ur location and where u want to go
JON neededanewsn (6:37:54 PM): and it gives u an automated
JON neededanewsn (6:37:59 PM): guide
JON neededanewsn (6:38:05 PM): and that really helped a lot
JON neededanewsn (6:38:16 PM): i eventually followed atlantic all the way to south gate
JON neededanewsn (6:38:20 PM): i reached imperial highway
JON neededanewsn (6:38:33 PM): and entered the 710 freeway again right after the accident site
JON neededanewsn (6:38:34 PM): and i was like
JON neededanewsn (6:38:37 PM): FINALLY
JON neededanewsn (6:38:39 PM): IM FREEEEE
JON neededanewsn (6:38:42 PM): IM DRIVING FAST AGAIN!!!
Xx o Gracious xX (6:38:44 PM): hahah when was this
JON neededanewsn (6:38:53 PM): and it was only 15 mins away from where i needed to be
JON neededanewsn (6:38:56 PM): this was on monday
JON neededanewsn (6:39:05 PM): i was supposed to meet her at 330
JON neededanewsn (6:39:08 PM): i got there at 6
JON neededanewsn (6:39:10 PM): but i did get there
JON neededanewsn (6:39:12 PM): so praise God
JON neededanewsn (6:39:17 PM): makes for a wonderful story as well
Xx o Gracious xX (6:42:35 PM): ahaha how cute
Xx o Gracious xX (6:42:43 PM): hahah
Xx o Gracious xX (6:42:44 PM): dayng
JON neededanewsn (6:42:59 PM): its funny
JON neededanewsn (6:43:06 PM): spirit games was only open to core
JON neededanewsn (6:43:09 PM): and im not core of hoj
JON neededanewsn (6:43:12 PM): it just so happens
JON neededanewsn (6:43:19 PM): that bev doesnt have a car
JON neededanewsn (6:43:30 PM): and since she is one of mah best friends
JON neededanewsn (6:43:41 PM): i offered her "me kotse es su kotse"
JON neededanewsn (6:43:48 PM): and then thats how i ever arrived at those meetings
JON neededanewsn (6:43:57 PM): its fun getting to see a lot of different prayer communities
JON neededanewsn (6:44:03 PM): like gretchen from sol
JON neededanewsn (6:44:09 PM): *wipes drool off chin*
JON neededanewsn (6:44:20 PM): so neway i was content with being a driver...
JON neededanewsn (6:44:29 PM): knowing that i'm not there as core...
JON neededanewsn (6:44:34 PM): because i was helping bev
Xx o Gracious xX (6:44:39 PM): hahahha
Xx o Gracious xX (6:44:39 PM): i c
JON neededanewsn (6:44:41 PM): but ionno
Xx o Gracious xX (6:44:44 PM): whos core in hoj?
JON neededanewsn (6:44:46 PM): someone one thing led to the next
JON neededanewsn (6:44:52 PM): and im in charge of a freakin ministry
JON neededanewsn (6:44:56 PM): bev matt carlos kim kat
JON neededanewsn (6:45:03 PM): april might as well be
JON neededanewsn (6:45:22 PM): but shes content without being one
Xx o Gracious xX (6:46:20 PM): i c i c..
Xx o Gracious xX (6:47:15 PM): how fun
Xx o Gracious xX (6:47:26 PM): and about that 8th thing. i dont think i can make it.
Xx o Gracious xX (6:47:33 PM): my cousin from pinas are down here
Xx o Gracious xX (6:47:38 PM): im spending my whole weekend in lakewood
Xx o Gracious xX (6:47:48 PM): doin all those fun stuff like amusement parks haha
JON neededanewsn (6:47:52 PM): 8th thing?
JON neededanewsn (6:47:53 PM): u mean hoj?
Xx o Gracious xX (6:48:05 PM): yah.. on the 8th
Xx o Gracious xX (6:48:06 PM): ahha
Xx o Gracious xX (6:48:10 PM): sorry im thinkin about it as a date haha
JON neededanewsn (6:49:59 PM): haha
JON neededanewsn (6:50:01 PM): its okay
JON neededanewsn (6:50:07 PM): ur still intereste din ave star?
Xx o Gracious xX (6:50:50 PM): i would but i wont be able to make it on saturday?
JON neededanewsn (6:51:05 PM): okay
JON neededanewsn (6:51:10 PM): ill gather up enough info for you
JON neededanewsn (6:51:14 PM): and ill call u sometime this week
JON neededanewsn (6:51:23 PM): so we can consult with kim
JON neededanewsn (6:51:26 PM): and see how things are going
JON neededanewsn (6:51:30 PM): i think it will be u kim and kat
Xx o Gracious xX (6:53:24 PM): what happened to nikki
Xx o Gracious xX (6:53:28 PM): is this a solo thing only?
JON neededanewsn (6:54:31 PM): i dont htink so
JON neededanewsn (6:54:36 PM): u can do duets if u choose
JON neededanewsn (6:54:37 PM): as i see it
JON neededanewsn (6:54:44 PM): umm nikki ...
JON neededanewsn (6:54:49 PM): im a bit disappointed with her
JON neededanewsn (6:54:59 PM): i tried to recruit her for spirit games music ministry
JON neededanewsn (6:55:09 PM): but she disappointed me big time when she told me she couldnt go
JON neededanewsn (6:55:16 PM): i kept reminding her the week of the practice
JON neededanewsn (6:55:19 PM): making sure to ask her mom
JON neededanewsn (6:55:22 PM): making sure that its okay
JON neededanewsn (6:55:26 PM): and she told me yes
JON neededanewsn (6:55:30 PM): and i'll ask my mom
JON neededanewsn (6:55:33 PM): until the night of
JON neededanewsn (6:55:38 PM): where she told me she couldnt make it
JON neededanewsn (6:55:50 PM): and i wasn't opposed to her nto being able to go
JON neededanewsn (6:55:53 PM): because u know things happened
JON neededanewsn (6:56:02 PM): but i would have liked to know about it sooner
JON neededanewsn (6:56:08 PM): becuase she put me in a delicate position
JON neededanewsn (6:56:13 PM): where i have no time to find replacements
JON neededanewsn (6:56:21 PM): and then she told me she doesnt think she can do it
JON neededanewsn (6:56:28 PM): because her family might go to the pinas in july
JON neededanewsn (6:56:55 PM): =P
JON neededanewsn (6:57:04 PM): so ionno im a little disappointed
JON neededanewsn (6:57:20 PM): and im not sure if shell flake on me again
JON neededanewsn (6:57:26 PM): if i ask her to do anything else for now
Xx o Gracious xX (6:58:16 PM): i udnerstand. ppl take longer to come in
Xx o Gracious xX (6:58:21 PM): dont give up on her yet..shell come around..
Xx o Gracious xX (6:58:25 PM): oh so its duets and solo
JON neededanewsn (6:59:37 PM): i know
JON neededanewsn (6:59:51 PM): i'll let her prover herself ready for responsibilityXx o Gracious xX (7:00:37 PM): think about it like this.
Xx o Gracious xX (7:00:41 PM): ppl gave u a chance.
Xx o Gracious xX (7:00:58 PM): and now its time for u be that "PEOPLE" who gives her a chance.
JON neededanewsn (7:00:59 PM): i know
Xx o Gracious xX (7:01:00 PM): ppl take time
JON neededanewsn (7:01:02 PM): but i feel also
JON neededanewsn (7:01:10 PM): that i want her to decide for herself
JON neededanewsn (7:01:13 PM): to take things more seriously
JON neededanewsn (7:01:23 PM): and i would love to be able to giver her that responsibility
JON neededanewsn (7:01:41 PM): its not that im not giving her a chance
JON neededanewsn (7:01:49 PM): im juss waiting till she matures a bit
Xx o Gracious xX (7:01:59 PM): i understand..
JON neededanewsn (7:02:00 PM): after all i gave her a chance to start didnt i...
Xx o Gracious xX (7:02:01 PM): thats good
JON neededanewsn (7:02:03 PM): and i was hopeful
JON neededanewsn (7:02:09 PM): and a bit surprised
JON neededanewsn (7:02:22 PM): i have to reevaluate
Xx o Gracious xX (7:02:25 PM): yah dont worry.. some ppl take a longer time than others
JON neededanewsn (7:02:29 PM): if i think she can do the choir still
JON neededanewsn (7:02:32 PM): maybe if she can
JON neededanewsn (7:02:42 PM): then she'll be reayd by the next prac
Xx o Gracious xX (7:03:44 PM): yah..so this singing thing. the tapes are due by 15th?
JON neededanewsn (7:04:42 PM): yup
JON neededanewsn (7:04:47 PM): if u need help with songs
JON neededanewsn (7:04:54 PM): then i wouldnt mind pickin one out for u hehe
JON neededanewsn (7:04:59 PM): but taping umm
JON neededanewsn (7:05:04 PM): well get someone from hoj to do that
Xx o Gracious xX (7:06:04 PM): hahah
Xx o Gracious xX (7:06:14 PM): what song?
JON neededanewsn (7:06:46 PM): how bout
JON neededanewsn (7:06:51 PM): nicole nordman why
JON neededanewsn (7:06:55 PM): haha but thats not a song for u is it
JON neededanewsn (7:07:01 PM): we need to give u something soul fool
JON neededanewsn (7:07:05 PM): a black song or something =D
Xx o Gracious xX (7:09:05 PM): hahhahah lol
JON neededanewsn (7:09:05 PM): thanks for the vent freda
Xx o Gracious xX (7:09:07 PM): okay like wht?
JON neededanewsn (7:09:09 PM): i needed it =-D
JON neededanewsn (7:09:14 PM): umm haha ill think about it later
JON neededanewsn (7:09:19 PM): but ill sure to follow up on this
JON neededanewsn (7:09:27 PM): \its a rare treat to get freda sotto to sing
JON neededanewsn (7:09:40 PM): and perhaps i may see her more frequently with her old family that misses her
JON neededanewsn (7:09:55 PM): ttyl okay
JON neededanewsn (7:10:01 PM): and perhaps ill call u tonight?
JON neededanewsn (7:10:07 PM): i have so many more stories to tell
JON neededanewsn (7:10:09 PM): if ur free
Xx o Gracious xX (7:10:17 PM): hahha okay sure!
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