5am blog post

hello old friend, it's been a while hasn't it... i'm a bit sleepy right now, but i decided to write in you before i hit the sack...

although i dont really have anything definite to write, i know u'll coax something out of me as i keep stroking these keys on the board....

anywho, the summer is coming to and end soon, and my life as a student nurse draws near... i' almost uncomforable and fearful but i shall not run awayfrom it... i know and believe things will just work out if i dont stray from my path. and hey maybe things will be different this year...

ah i know what i want to talk to youa bout... me and my friends have concoted an idea to start training pretty soon. we are all going to run in marathon~! what stimulated this half baked idea? well it's simple... i used to be able to run forever when i was in high school... matt was a track star too i suppose, but three years, i've seen my body go from whoa! to whoa... haha j/k... at any rate all four of us (henri, cj, matt, and i) could use good exercise, and the goal of finishing (even participating) in a marathon is pretty tight... Cj says he just wants to train to lose weight... i want a six pack myself...

do you think its possible? my friend jen mapote runs marathons... ill ask her what training she does ... kae that sounds like a plan...

im taking ceej to carsony tomorrow... i really can't spare the care too much these days... but i dont think he has much options... hopefully i dont have to do this too much... at least if i had my own stable job and cash flow... i can drive everyone around as much as i want... but such is not the case... anywho... i hope tomorrow is not the fateful day when my car engine exploads... (i can only hope right)

i wish sometimes, that we were moving out this semester... it almost seemed so easy... but not really.. i used my mom as an excuse to back out of the plans... although in truth she reeally wouldnt have enjoyed me moving out... if i really wanted to go... i would have been able tot ake care of myself... =P i still feel like a kid nevertheless...

oh well... nothing else to discover lately... or nothing i should write that you odnt know about already (you are a reflection of my thoughts right... so even if i dont write everything out ull still keep my secrets... ciao)