my mind is in a haze...

okay today isn't a really good start to a week,
after some mixed words with madre

(in accordance to the dreaded bday events)

i ended up in school, lost and confused...

yup things are in a haze right now and i don't even know what to think.
i want to be balanced again
and get all these thoughts out of my head...

peace and serenity...

i want to watch a sunrise...
or a sunset

i want to sit next to the ocean,
and just stare out...

till i get tired enough and fall asleep...

without a care in the world, that is where i want to be.

nonexistant... and free