it's not cold.. it's not cold

thinking about being cold too much, you just get colder...
its like thinking about relationships haha... the more you think about it... the worse it gets...

so in the chill of the cold winter morning air after mass today... i put my hands down at my side and strolled to my car like it was the middle of summer... and it worked... i wasnt as cold as i was when i was rubbing my hands and chattering my teeth...

the finals week is already here...
and i have yet to clamp down and start worrying...
so procrastination begets cramming... and cramming begets stress...

i should plan out my week already and alleviate stress from cramming...
but everything will be ok... i'm not in any big danger to fail any of my classes...
its a surprise after all that i can still get away with sleeping through some of my lectures and come off with a good mark on tests...

but that is not what i want... i dont want to be a mediocre nurse... i dont want to be a mediocre anything... if i'm going to help... i will put my whole heart and soul into it...
it just takes extra effort to study... and theres nothing wrong with a little hard work... and i'm not afraid of hard work...

a few christmas parties this week
household of faith has theirs this friday
food fun and ballroom dancing (lets not forget praise and worship in here too)

and theres the LF christmas party on saturday
(glad that it doesnt correspond on the same day as ours)
i might think about visiting them again...

and ours is probably in a week?
wow... haha... the time moves so fast already...

christmas gifts and new years resolutions...
its a good time to be alive...