i was mistaken... what does bitterness have to do with unforgiveness, they not necessarily require one another to exist... bitterness stems from a simple pain, that is intoxicated by a longing to be loved. there is no need to forgive for pain inflicted in this fashion, but to look inside and forgive oneself... the more unforgiveness i feel is from the deeper bitterness inside. its not that im bitter because i dont forgive, rather its i dont forgive because i'm bitter. embittered by a lovelorn cause of a misguided heartfelt attraction. life spiraling out of control... and the headache of a million lost souls... bears its weight upon me