its incredibly hot my friends, i said only a few minutes ago that i was going to take a shower, i walked up to te bathroom but ended up turning back around and coming here. i dont see the need for a rush.

fort minor is playing on the radio right now, and theres a temptaion for me to go emo... but i wont, cuz i want to smile... i want to smile because i've come to terms with certain issues in my life relating to love and relationships and faith in God's plan for me. although i havent fully fleshed out any true feelings, ive convinced myslef that being single is okay, and that i know that when its the right time and i find that right girl for me it will be great.

ive yet to settle a couple of other issues that i encountered in my head... such as my relationship with God, or a broken relationship to be more accurate. God never stops loving you, but at some point u fall into disgrace by loving yourself more than you love God. i've been there, and im trying to find my way back... but its hard...and so it should be (things like these are rarely ever easy, im not a saint, im just me)

ive wanted to do a couple of things since summer break started...
i wanted to visit the LOC community, i miss my friends like natalie, and vanessa, and random people that i miss even though im almost the shyest person there when i go (im just being honest) and i wanted to go to Six flags with the couple of tickets i have. correction: i want to go on a date at six flags.

breath...exhale...

454... time is cutting close... i dont want to be late to class...

i want to grow, sometimes i dont want to be a child anymore