i wish blogger could make private posts:.

well dear buddy -- i'm in a much better mood these days... i'm making it to daily mass... confession... i don't mind picking up my brother in out of way places anymore... and truth be told... i'd rather stay home nowadays instead of going out (no offence to matts house -- that's my second home for sure) my heart is light and i feel like i can do anything and everything...

i cant remember when i started feeling this way... but i think i know i have someone to thank for it... but because im a mysterious person like that... we wont name her here -- but i can't really hide it from my friends... not that i should(sometimes i wish i could scream it on a rooftop...) but its still quite early to discern anything between a person and a heart if you know what i mean...

seriously i dont know how i ended up this way -- i'm very blessed... its not something that comes around everyday you know... what is it about her that just... makes me have butterflies in my stomach when i talk to her... (that sounds very gay) that makes listening to the radio an entirely new sensation finding songs that i can relate to... and making karaoke seem like a brand new challenge to practice these songs hahah j/k

pray, hope, and don't worry -- St. Padre Pio