It's been a painful weekend

The house is too quiet...
the room is too messy...

blood stains on my pillow...

it hasn't been really to fun over here for me...
but i've managed of late~

i'm really stressed out over a couple of things...

i have a term paper due on wednesday and i have absolutely refused to read the book we have to write about (dayum im so gay... this is hardcore procrastination...)
i have a test and an oral project tomorrow...

there's a spirit games meeting tomorrow...
and grace can't go...
and we havent been able to talk about it in a while...

i really am unprepared...

i'm especially getting caught unprepared for july's LSS...

i'm doing so horribly on everything...
failing at all my responsibilities...

i feel like i dont have enough time to take care of everything...
but i know that's not true...
it's just i dont make use of the short time i do have...
argh...

i'm going to take things slower...
start small... take care of those things first...
perhaps ill fix my room...

then start reading for my term paper...
in the midst of that... i'll work on a short update for the spirit games meeting...

hopefully it all turns out okay...