:. jon jon, why are you bitter?
: i dont really know...

:. Jon... why do you go to church, why to you go to adoration
: to be more like christ... because ... maybe i don't even know

:. are you mad
: i am hurt

:. why are you hurt?
:i really don't know...

:. can you forgive
: i say i can, but it's not easy...

: i'm really not happy...
:. does this have anything to do with her?
: it shouldn't

:. she's only human
: i hurt people too... dont i? i dont want to hurt anyone...

: i hate it when people hate me...
:. do you think she hates you...

: she must...
and thus that is my fate...