oceans apart, day after day...

Here's Jon reporting for the morning report...
it's currently 8 am right now and i'm waiting for Henri to arrive for our carpool...

have i mentioned at least once yet how much college this winter intersession feels like high school?

i mean on a daily basis i see henri, CJ, vanessa, and april...
it seems all our class schedules mildy resemble one another as well:.

haha and we hardly ever head home after class...
we even had a mild study session at starbucks yesterday with freda..

i got about 20 pages read from my book
(that's bad)

on the bright side
the nice people at starbucks kept handing out samples to me and my friends of the food they had their...
in essence they were going to just throw it out because there was an excess and the food was just going to become stale...
so they just gave it to us...

afterwards it was around 10ish
i took CJ to matt's so he can check something online because his internet at his house wasn't set up yet because he had recently just moved into a new house...
its a wonder why i didnt just take him to my house because
i got home at 4 am last night...

which is not uncharacteristic of my visits to matts house...
sigh

long story short...
i'm out of sleep...

today might be a little rough...

at any rate it's wednesday an my brothers choir is practicing today...
i've been meaning to join up myself
so i can get in extra singing practice,
cuz God knows i can use it...

but i'm a little timid about joining another choir...
what if i find out that HOJ has been too liberal with admitting talent into their choir
and i find out that i was such an extreme case that they couldn't unsign me at the point when their talent pool was much more available...

whoa jon speak english...

what if i really suck at singing and them nice people in hoj instead of letting me know and making me feel bad... just let me sing and turn my mic down

haha... what are the chances of that...
but still, in the back of my mind that's how i think
when theres a slight possibility, if anything at all...

but yea i would enjoy singing with my brother's choir...
i just have a mild problem with commitment,
but thinking about it lets see..

only have to practice on wednesday
(i dont even have to practice the choir director said...
just come early on sunday before the mass to practice then,
but i'm professional enough to know i will really sound terrible
if i don't practice so practice becomes a must)

and then there's sunday at mass when we sing...
(which is good cuz i go to mass sunday neway... so it wouldnt be too much of a hassle commitment wise)

and it just all ends up in my hesitance to commit to something...
in order to keep my life as flexable as possible...
but with all this flexability
i'm not much productive...

so we'll see...
maybe i could do a test run
for maybe two months or so...
and see how it feels...