dear blogger... im so tired today...
but mass was good praise God...

im a little bit better now than i was earlier...
but i've still having some hard times

but i've accepted this small cup of suffering that the Lord has sent me...
knowing that it may feel like a great burden... but it is probably only minute in comparison to what others have to face on their journey to seek God...

also... maybe just maybe... i'm crazy enough to want more...
more trials and more hardships...

still
i feel really weak...
but in a good way... as if i've traveled a lot of ground
and i'm actually making good distance

tonight... my family is in vegas...
and for once i hope to have a peaceful sleep
then i can visit God in the morning again during morning mass...



oh yeah... i really really tried my best today to pray to our Mama Mary...
with faith and hope...
that i can put my trust in her...
that she'll definitely help me on my way...