dum spiro spira

maybe its time to post a little something
maybe it isnt?

the new year is dawning
and for once... im not one of those...
YAH GET RID OF 2005
GOOD RIDDANCE
type of person...

oh mann... have i sure found a lot of those around these days... but to tell the truth
a lot of stuff may have gone awry this year... for myself... and for others...
but i can't look back and say i have any regrets...

for once i can look forward you know...
and say... what has happened and transpired in 2005
happened in the best way it could have... and i'm the person i am right now because of it...

but yah... its easy for me to say that... im closing off this year with a smile...
in my heart i accomplished a lot this year...
and one of which is rekindle my self esteem...
and my pride in myself... which is in fact found in my faith in God...

sometimes i feel like i can take on the world...
and im glad...

somedays i know i need a tune up... but i am able to bear with the worst...
trials and tribulations are a God send to me...

u can say im pretty optimistic...

but wait JON~
2005 ur still single... what gives... what can you be so optimistic about?

wutta heck??

yah i AM single... and yes i am optimistic...
but being single has nothing to do with anything...
i am single because i choose to be single...
and i choose the path that leads me away from all those new years eve's were i've settled down and choked up over girls... or lack of girls...

haha... i dont know if im growing up any... but in my heart... even if there is a girl...
i've found real joy... something u find in real good relationships...

something you find as a gift from God...
and being single is meaningless... when u have joy such as that...

but alas i'm being vague... but if u read this... it wont make sense...
and that may be a good thing...

2005 good year...
im not saying good riddance
im saying thank you... and instead of starting anew...
like most others...
im starting with 2005... and building on it for 2006...

i watched a good show recently and in it i find hope for the future...
for me and for everyone else...
a pretty good start the year off with a bang quote...

"life is interesting, if you stay alive good things are bound to happen"

yah hurrd... ugh suhn...

dum spiro spira... (for the latin buffs)